I have my hotel reserved for the worship conference! Looks like I am going el lobo solo. That's cool though, I'll get some time alone to clear the old head and can meet some new people without familiar folks to latch on to as a safety blanket. I can hardly wait. It's gonna be great.

I was looking at seminary sites tonight on the web. I'm toying with and praying about it. Maybe a worship degree? I'd really like to have a change in my life. I feel like success is cool and all, but I'd rather strive to be significant. You know, make sure my life means something and that I have done some of the things God wants me to. I don't want to run away from whatever work HE has for me to do. Money and prestige are nice, but look what little of them I had got me. I was as dispensible as anyone. Those things only mean something when there is someone who has use for you. Once you aren't needed anymore, no matter what you did or how well you did it, you can be let go. God doesn't work that way. He'll not discard me after I have a done a good work for him. He'll find another and another and another. And I will always recieve something in the process. So, those of you who pray, pray for me. Pray that I'll be guided in the right direction.

We went for an ultrasound today! Riley was bouncin' around in there like he was Kobe Bryant. The boy was movin'! It was incredible. He's growing well and so far, so very good. I can not wait till he gets here.

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